Heather’s Thoughts

Well, I made it to 2009! Whoot! Anyways, a lot has happened and I am hoping that the new year will be easier and more… looking for the right words… happy. Last year I said good bye to my mom and that was one of the hardest events of my entire life. We had the […]

I suppose that since my big brother wrote about what was going on with mom on his site that it would be okay for me to also put my thoughts down…
I’m scared… and mad, really angry. I don’t do well when I don’t know the whole situation at hand… I mean I want all the […]

I have had the most incredible roller-coaster of emotions in the last week… I found out that my divorce has been finalized. I cannot express how my mind has spiraled out of control… I came to the realization that I am finally free to do, say, and really feel what I have wanted for awhile. […]

So I wrote this awhile back but I just found it again.. going through dads desk… sorry dad! *smile* I love you both! I read this poem to the both of you at one of my darkest hours… you were and always will be beacons of shining light for me!
It’s not just a day for […]

You are strength, You are courage, You are passion.
Everything I admire… to what I aspire.
You are light in a darkened alley
You are truth in a sea of lies
You are fierce in facing the unknown.
Everything I admire… to what I aspire.
When everything seems to shatter
You’re there to brush away the tear
When I laugh so hard… you’re […]

Have you ever lain upon the soft blanket, beneath the cool cover?
It casts shadows
Seeming so quiet…
Not really though, it’s the human sounds.
Always present, but not here.
Sweet musical notes…
The whisper of the wind cascading down the stream.
Steady beat
Shivers run through…
Have you ever then… slowly… opened your eyes
Exposing another sense of feeling
Up high
Searching for the warmth?
It radiates
Smokey […]

I really love quotes! There is just something so inspiring in such a short amount of words! So I found some to share….
 
Jealousy is all the fun you think they had.
-Erica Jong, Fear of Flying, 1973
 
A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the […]

I hope that everyone had a fun, safe, and fantastic new years eve and day! I had so much fun! *smile*
Unfortunatly I started the day by going to work, which could have been much worse than it was! Only one ironic thing happened while I was there. About a week ago I was talking with […]

Have you ever been nervous around someone you really liked? I found myself in this very situation the other night. He and I had hung out together before, but for some reason this evening felt different for some reason and I wish that I could figure out why. Then I also wonder if it was […]

My hair is tangled between my fingers
My ears have started ringing
My eyes are seeing nothing
Until….
I look up to see yet another night
As it came to hide the sun
My restless dreams are consumed
My thoughts and desires
Run icey sharp through my blood.
It’s a mysterious charm
These thoughts and desires
To meet you
To break time with you
My mind and heart […]