Heather’s Thoughts

I suppose that since my big brother wrote about what was going on with mom on his site that it would be okay for me to also put my thoughts down…
I’m scared… and mad, really angry. I don’t do well when I don’t know the whole situation at hand… I mean I want all the […]

So I wrote this awhile back but I just found it again.. going through dads desk… sorry dad! *smile* I love you both! I read this poem to the both of you at one of my darkest hours… you were and always will be beacons of shining light for me!
It’s not just a day for […]

You are strength, You are courage, You are passion.
Everything I admire… to what I aspire.
You are light in a darkened alley
You are truth in a sea of lies
You are fierce in facing the unknown.
Everything I admire… to what I aspire.
When everything seems to shatter
You’re there to brush away the tear
When I laugh so hard… you’re […]

Have you ever lain upon the soft blanket, beneath the cool cover?
It casts shadows
Seeming so quiet…
Not really though, it’s the human sounds.
Always present, but not here.
Sweet musical notes…
The whisper of the wind cascading down the stream.
Steady beat
Shivers run through…
Have you ever then… slowly… opened your eyes
Exposing another sense of feeling
Up high
Searching for the warmth?
It radiates
Smokey […]

I hope that everyone had a fun, safe, and fantastic new years eve and day! I had so much fun! *smile*
Unfortunatly I started the day by going to work, which could have been much worse than it was! Only one ironic thing happened while I was there. About a week ago I was talking with […]

Have you ever been nervous around someone you really liked? I found myself in this very situation the other night. He and I had hung out together before, but for some reason this evening felt different for some reason and I wish that I could figure out why. Then I also wonder if it was […]

I am one step closer to being divorced. As scary as this may seem to some people out there going through the same kind of thing, it is a blessing to me. I feel like every day that I come closer to this event in my life, I feel weights drop from my shoulders. I […]

So how do I begin to evaluate whether or not I am really ready for someone to be in my life intimately? I want to just go on instinct and follow how I am feeling in that moment. I think that I sometimes live with this fear that I will get hurt or that I […]

I feel like I have one back in time…
Wasn’t it in highschool that you had crushes on people? I was getting to know somebody but that didn’t work out the way I thought that it would. One day I will tell the whole story, but suffice it to say… some people show their true colors in […]

Well it’s been awhile since I wrote on this page! With good reason of course! I have started a new job at the Pentagon! I am having a really good time at it as well, even if sometimes it is a bit stressfull! I have met some really awsome people too! There are three in […]