Heather’s Thoughts

My hair is tangled between my fingers

My ears have started ringing

My eyes are seeing nothing

Until….

I look up to see yet another night

As it came to hide the sun

My restless dreams are consumed

My thoughts and desires

Run icey sharp through my blood.

It’s a mysterious charm

These thoughts and desires

To meet you

To break time with you

My mind and heart embraced yours

They continue to do so

Claiming your soul unfluttered

For you I would open the curtains of my being

An ever-ending distraction.

The powerless… the  most powerless, precise moment

When another night becomes eclipsed by the sun

And anotehr dream becomes consumed

by you.

When I was younger I lived in Dayton, Ohio. Recently, for some reason Ohio has come up in a lot of conversations, especially the subject of the Whip-poor-will birds that seem to only habitate that area of the US. I came across these native american poems about them and thought that it was neat since […]

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I am one step closer to being divorced. As scary as this may seem to some people out there going through the same kind of thing, it is a blessing to me. I feel like every day that I come closer to this event in my life, I feel weights drop from my shoulders. I […]

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So how do I begin to evaluate whether or not I am really ready for someone to be in my life intimately? I want to just go on instinct and follow how I am feeling in that moment. I think that I sometimes live with this fear that I will get hurt or that I […]

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I feel like I have one back in time…
Wasn’t it in highschool that you had crushes on people? I was getting to know somebody but that didn’t work out the way I thought that it would. One day I will tell the whole story, but suffice it to say… some people show their true colors in […]

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Well it’s been awhile since I wrote on this page! With good reason of course! I have started a new job at the Pentagon! I am having a really good time at it as well, even if sometimes it is a bit stressfull! I have met some really awsome people too! There are three in […]

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The most difficult risk we can take is to be honest with ourselves. If we lie to ouselves, it tends to affect our souls. In life we learn so many things and lessons, but remeber that one damn thing will happen…. and then another. The end. So listen and learn, but don’t listen so ahrd […]

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So I just started a new job and so far it”s interesting… I have never worked with computers so I don’t know what I was expecting. I work the graveyard shift and that’s neat! *smile* I am learning alot of new stuff which is cool and the people I work with (so far only one […]

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